Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
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Do you live in the moment?
Sometimes I trail off…

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?
Sometimes I think I’m too tolerant and want to kick people in the head.

Do you have any secrets?
Yes.

Do you hate yourself?
Sometimes.

Do you like your handwriting?
Yes, it’s pretty but not practical sometimes.

Do you have any bad habits?
Does a bad taste of men count?

What is the compliment you get from most people?
"You’re so loyal."

If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?
Set In Stone.

Can you sing?
My singing is odd, because I actually impersonate the singer. And I’m pretty good at mimicking.

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?
Sometimes the underlying message of the film gets to me.

Are you a loner?
I’ve learned to appreciate company. I guess my worst fear is being eternally alone.

What are your #1 priorities in life?
Get through my life and show everyone who ever dumbed me down just how good I can be. I want them to look back and say to themselves: I was wrong. She isn’t just another idiot, and she was right all along.

If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
I think I would be.

Are you a daredevil?
I like to screw with peoples brains. With all the good intention in the world of course.

Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?
When not even I know what I want, or what I have to do.

Are you passive or aggressive?
Passive…but if ‘sarcastic’ was an option, I would have chosen that.

Do you have a journal?
Only on DA. No material evidence I exist.

What is your greatest strength and weakness?
Strength: Creativity and colour.
Weakness: Sugary things. Some guys.

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
Some boobs would be nice. And decent eyesight. Nicer nose. Slimmer legs. But all of that can be adjusted with surgery!

Do you think you are emotionally strong?
I don’t think I can answer that for myself. It takes a mix of different emotional levels to help you survive.

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?
I wish I hadn’t tried to grow up so fast. And I wish I still didn’t try, but now with more caution.

Do you think life has been good so far?
Pass.

What do you like the most about your body?
I like my blue eyes. And how it doesn’t matter how hard someone hits me (emotionally, physically, mentally) I always get up. Maybe not stably, but I never show anyone my back.

Do you think you are good looking?
Not really. I’m not hideous, but I would still change stuff.

Are you confident?
Some people call it my charm.

What is the fictional character you are most like?
I’m not sure. The Joker, he came to mind. And the Phantom of the Opera.

Are you perceived wrongly?
I am very blunt and honest. It gets me into trouble every so often.

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Do You...

Smoke?
Nope. Never.

Read the newspaper?
Sometimes.

Pray?
No. I only believe in myself and things I can see and touch.

Go to church?
No.

Talk to strangers who IM you?
Nope.

Sleep with stuffed animals?
I have a few here and there.

Take walks in the rain?
I feel like it sometimes.

Talk to people even though you hate them?
Yes, so I can be sickeningly nice to them and screw them up too.

Drive?
Nope, not yet.

Like to drive fast?
Only if I were a safe driver.

Would or Have You Ever smoked weed?
No.

Liked your voice?
No. Too deep, and it gets deeper as my mood gets darker.

Hurt yourself?
A lot. In just about every way.

Been out of the country?
Yes, England, Scotland, France, Germany, Australia.

Been in love?
Yes. And that didn’t exactly work out well.

Gone skinny dipping?
Yes. In -17 degree water in England.

Had a medical emergency?
Feveral Convulsions.

Ran away from home?
From boarding school.

Gotten beaten up?
I used to, but not recently.

Beaten someone up?
When I’m in the mood to kill, I have to restrain a little. But not much.

Been picked on?
Yes. Too tall, too smart, too young, too fat, too English.

Been on stage?
Theatre and costume is one of my greater passions.

Slept outdoors?
Yes. When indoors isn’t very inviting.

Thought about suicide?
It hurts when you fail.

Pulled an all nighter?
Not quite.

If yes, what is your record?
N/A

Gone one day without food?
Then I have to gorge myself to make up for it.

Talked on the phone all night?
Texted.

Slept all day?
No, hunger gets me up.

Killed someone?
Nearly.

Made out with a stranger?
No.

Kissed the same sex?
No.

Been betrayed?
You have no idea.

Had a dream that came true?
Nope.

Broken the law?
Better not get me started in case the fuzz are onto me.

Met a famous person?
The Weasley twins, at Kings Cross Station. The Arch Bishop of York. AFL players who I can’t name…

Have you ever killed an animal by accident?
I don’t know.

On purpose?
Nope. I try to rescue them. Even the huge Auzzie spiders as big as my hand.

Stolen anything?
Beware of hiding fuzz.

Been on radio/tv?
The news, and I nearly got selected for Junior Mastermind once.

Been in a mosh-pit?
Not yet.

Had a nervous breakdown?
A couple.

Bungee jumped?
No, and don’t intend to.

Had a dream that kept coming back?
Yes. Mostly scary ones.

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Beliefs

Belive in life on other planets?
Yes. There is no way Earth is a one off.

Miracles?
Coincidence.

Astrology?
Not really.

Magic?
I wish I had it!

God?
No.

Satan?
No.

Santa?
St Nickolas was a real guy.

Ghosts?
Yes…and I see them too...

Luck?
It would be nice.

Love at first sight?
Not for me.

Yin and yang (that good can’t exist w/o bad)?
Balance is only natural.

Witches?
No.

Easter bunny?
I am the Easter bunny. Shhh.

Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever?
Yes.

Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?
I’ve gone through two ends-of-rainbows, and their was a blizzard waiting for me both times.

Do you wish on stars?
A few times, but they didn’t come true.
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Love and All That

Do you consider love a mistake?
With the wrong person… yes.

What do you find romantic?
If the mood is right and the intentions pure, anything.

Turn-on?
When he concentrates on making me feel good, and will do anything to make it all special. When he really listens and really talks...

Turn-off?
Sex for the sake of sex.

First kiss?
Kinda weird.

If someone you had no interest in had an interest in dating you, how would you feel?
I’d know how they feel.

Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them ?
It’s never lasted more than a few days if I don’t.

Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out.
I wouldn’t have it in me to do it, I don’t think. Scared of rejection.

Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?
I thought I was.

Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?
I’d rather they saw who I was on the inside.

What is best about the opposite sex?
Support, a different point of view, a place to know you’re in safe hands.

What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?
Simple mindedness. Thinking with their crotch instead of their head.

Are you in love?
I don’t know.

Do you consider your significant other hot?
I think so.

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Who Was the Last Person...


That haunted you?
My first serious boyfriend who turned out to be a psycho. He’s still in my head.

You wanted to kill?
Someone who hurts someone I love.

That you laughed at?
Not out loud. I know how much it hurts.

That laughed at you?
I don’t really care.

That turned you on?
…well… it’s a give and take thing…

You went shopping with?
Mum and grandma

That broke your heart?
In process of breaking. It kind of stopped halfway. He could fix it or he could break it depending on his actions.

To disappoint you?
My ex.

To ask you out?
The ex.

To make you cry?
Myself.

To brighten up your day?
My four chickens who are always happy to see me. No matter what.

That you thought about?
…him.

You saw a movie with?
Terminators!!!

You talked to on the phone?
My brother.

You talked to through IM/ICQ?
A friend who lives in Belgium, Amber.

You saw?
My family. Him.

You lost?
…

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Right This Moment...


Are you going out?
No.

Will it be with your significant other?
N/A

Or some random person?
N/A

What are you wearing right now?
Jeans, t-shirt, vest, jacket, socks, slippers, my glasses. Anything else, officer?

What are you worried about right now?
AVCon!


What book are you reading?
Memoirs of a Geisha. Again.

Are you bored?
Now, yes.

Are you tired?
Always.

Are you talking to anyone online?
No. I wish I was.

Are you talking to anyone on the phone?
No.

Are you lonely or content?
Kinda lonely.

Are you listening to music?
No, the friggin washing machine!




Adios.
Angel
xoxox